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More just things that need to be said..

Wed Jul 1, 2009, 5:47 PM
to make me feel better. That sounded wierd...mmkay, whatever. I've been thinking, and this is more or less a note to myself, or things that I need to say somewhere but have nowhere else to do it. Read it or not, it doesn't matter to me.

I've been thinking. The past two years of my life were spent with a person I loved, yeah, but at the same time, things were taken from me. My grades suffered, I started feeling guilty, borderline depressed, because I was lying to people I loved about it. The majority of my time was spent away from my family because I'd secluded myself, off somewhere else on the computer talking to her instead of being with my friends and family. This, in turn, contributed to the guilt. I couldn't do a single thing without feeling I hadn't deserved it, because I was a liar. I couldn't do a thing because I felt like I was losing time.

She ended that.

I don't know whether to hate her or thank her for it. Or...I didn't, I should say. I'm going for the second one now. I've finally got the freedom to do what I want, while not entirely guilt-free, at least mostly. I can focus, now, I'm thinking more clearly. I'm going to miss her, but that's going to be a lot less hurt than what I've gone through. Things are looking up already. I've got a really good image of what's going to happen, now, and I'm liking it. I suppose this is a part of my 'new start'. Highschool's ended, along with a few other friendships, and now this one. Well maybe that's a good thing...

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  • Favourite movie: From Hell, Hard Candy, The Dark Knight, Never Talk To Strangers, 8MM, Quills
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=VictorGrotesque:iconVictorGrotesque: 5 days 8 hours ago
so i'm guessing that new id's gotta wait until you're recovered from that surgery? how long's that gonna take?

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=VivaLaLintu:iconVivaLaLintu: 5 days 4 hours ago
Depends. The guy that had his surgery the same day as me said two more weeks. The doctor says another month. :[

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=Rakkaus-Metalli:iconRakkaus-Metalli: Jun 27, 2009, 2:38:36 PM
We haven't talked in forever, so hi. ;]
I know this probably isn't any of my business, but what happened to Wendie?

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Hey, would you say... I became a hero?
=VivaLaLintu:iconVivaLaLintu: Jun 27, 2009, 7:37:40 PM
Heyhey.

Banned for a comment she made like..two months ago.

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I'll protect you forever and ever, until I die.
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=Rakkaus-Metalli:iconRakkaus-Metalli: Jun 28, 2009, 1:16:17 PM
So how are you? :3

My computer's been broken, so I've been clueless. :/

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I am dead to you. A shadow doomed, my love, forever in the dark.

Underneath the Cyanide Sun...
~Jaythorne<3

Hey, would you say... I became a hero?
=VivaLaLintu:iconVivaLaLintu: 6 days 18 hours ago
Better, but still sorta miserable thanks to the surgery. I guess I'm doing as good as I can.

Aw, sad day D:

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I'll protect you forever and ever, until I die.
We won't disappear just because your eyes are shut.
=Rakkaus-Metalli:iconRakkaus-Metalli: 5 days 12 hours ago
Aw. :[ Well, I hope you feel better soon.

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I am dead to you. A shadow doomed, my love, forever in the dark.

Underneath the Cyanide Sun...
~Jaythorne<3

Hey, would you say... I became a hero?
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